I'm exhausted, I'm overwhelmed, I'm confused, I'm disappointed. I'm broke. I'm coming home.
Yep, coughed up yet another $300 to change the tickets and now we leave Harry behind for the fourth home, and leave Irkutsk first thing Monday morning. I get to spend 7 hours in the Moscow International Airport to watch other families, who began their adoptions from in other regions 5 or 6 months ago, chase their kids around while wait for their planes to take them home... I still don't have flights from JFK home, but I figure walking from New York can only take a few days as compared to walking from Siberia will take a bit longer...
I'm out of energy,resources & options. Mike starts his new position with HD today, 4 hours north in Maine, adding more confustion & stress to the situation. He has no idea where he is going to live while he's up there. It's not like we have many options at this point, considering what this adoption has done to us financially, so he might be sleeping in the back of his truck.
If this adoption drags on much longer we'll ALL be living in the back of his truck.
So now I spend my time sorting what will stay here, what will have to phone call with news of a court date, then pray we still have the money to return and start this all over again. Waiting together is bad enough...but this time it'll be Skip and I in MA & Mike in Maine.
What a mess.
Promises Promises
13 years ago
But at least you'll all be within HOURS of each other and have your friends and family close -- as you wait out this horrible situation. Is it today 11/3 you're flying back or 11/10 ?? I'll email you also...
ReplyDeleteOh Judy... I'm so sorry that you have to come home once more without Harry. I think that is the best decision for you and Skip right now even though it will be hard to leave Harry there. Don't let that judge win though... you are strong and have loving family and friends to support you.
ReplyDeleteI wish I had some wise words of encouragement for you. I don't blame you one bit for coming home. You need and deserve a break!
ReplyDeleteHonestly, I don't know how you lasted THIS long, Judy. May your trip home be as easy as possible, and may you soon enjoy a great big flop and sigh on your very own couch. Praying for God's provision for you in every way...
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